I’m Fine

 

insomnia
More tired this morning
Than when I went to bed
 
Feeling top heavy
With all this shit running round in my head
 
Rumination
 
Blends unfounded fears with self-determined truth
It’s enough to send anxiety levels
Through the fucking roof
 
Nauseous waves
Washing away the comfort of sleep
 
Fractal in nature
As outward it slowly creeps
 
Viewing the World through
A darkened haze
 
A tangible cloak
Of general malaise
 
Seeing hours
Which should be steeped in dream
 
Then greeting the day
With no spark, glimmer or gleam
Just a matt black veneer
 
Devoid of any sign
 
Hiding behind the easiest of lies ..
 
“I’m fine”
 
Billy 14/12/15
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