Why does the night bring these lows?
That numbness, but longing to feel
Just wishing to reel with the blows
At least pain would be feeling, and real

I wish I could send the dark fleeing 
And show it I still have some heart
Some justification for being
A spark to ignite a fresh start

The light at the end of the passage
Cast dull by the fog of my mind
Re-awakened and fed with the message
That I’d covered my eyes, I’m not blind

The biggest of hurdles within me
And the one I continue to feed
Not allowing myself to feel worthy
Not allowing myself to succeed

Who knows, one day I might find it
A way to believe that I’m right
Or someone to show me I do fit
And help guide me back to the light

Billy 16/4/14


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